Vanakkam Doctor !

It has been a while.  Summer came and gone.  Winter is harsh.  Frost is really biting and the night time average is in minus.  I am on my own this winter and it has been a while.  Not after 1997, I am left lurching in cold sleepless nights, as I am of now on my own.  Family is in India as part of our relocation plans and I am on my way early next year.  Bye to UK for good. Past seven months been a revelation too.  I am getting to know people and my friends.  They always kindle the interest and  the emotions in me.  None of us are selfless and selfishness is the utmost core for our survival.  It is obvious.  I learn to deceive and be deceptive.  Be detached.  Lower my expectations.Each of us does what we think suits or helps us and in the process thrash and trash ourselves and others.  Do the karma and forget about benefits.  Conflict arises when all of us think and do only what’s good a karma, for ourselves.   I Compromise for whose sake?Pretend what I am n

The    D  day was set and we were ready to board the Tamil Nadu express from the Madras Central Railway station.  The trip to  Delhi  would be over two nights and we would be reaching  New Delhi  on the third day morning.  It was March and needless to say that it was getting hotter around in Chennai.  Families with relatives had arrived earlier that day at our erstwhile house at Mannadi,  Coral Merchant Street .  I was blessed by countless of them who I thought were very proud of something I was going to do, which none in our family circle never dared to do. Appa’s friends also were thronging with garlands making a beeline at our home to wish me and bid me farewell.  It was getting too much for me and the eventual time arrived, when I started from our ancestral house to the Central railway station, in a big van accompanied by my relatives.  It was very overwhelming and I have to admit that most of day is still very blurred with frosty visions.